This is a write-up by my brother that was posted on my friend's blog, The360engineer. Its something that can be easily related to. Hope you like it.
A Future Yet Unsure
The heavy cross of guilt
Telling me I’m not good enough
Reminding me of a horrible past I desire to forget
The mistake of the past hunting me like an unending plague
The hope of a brighter and better tomorrow gradually fading away
The desire to be better, my heart knows life can be different
And yet my mind tells me there’s no hope
And gradually I lose the will to fight
Failure seems like a best friend the more I try
Deep down I know I can be better
I know there’s more to life than what is before me
Hopelessness call for my undivided attention
And faith seems like a little light set in a dark room
For I know, one day I will get that which I desire
A better tomorrow and a brighter future
I seek a savior and a helper
I desire one hope, one faith
In this wonderful journey of life we all try different things in life, we all go through different phases that carves us into who we are. Only a few people would understand the length at which people would go, just to succeed; life for some is not easy as it is for others.
Sometimes we make grievous mistakes, we regret and also make decisions based on mixed feelings i.e. confusion, anger, fear etc.
Even when we try to accept our past and try to make something better out of the new individuals we have become and yet the society makes it seem so impossible, hunting us everyday like ghosts from our past, telling us why we can’t be better, that we can’t do something different for a change.
A little mistake can hunt you forever.
by THEOPHILUS GODSON
PS. I was really excited today cos I was featured on FashionBombDaily as the Bombshell of the day. But then the comments started rolling in, twas kinna disheartening but life goes on. Right?
HAVE A GOODNIGHT REST!
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